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Friday, January 20, 2006

More Victims of Venus Retrograde

The Babylonians called Venus the double-phased Ishtar -- the morning star of war and the evening star of love.

Last night I devoured a heaping bowl of chocolate swirl ice cream. Why does ice cream = pain for me? What horrible crime in a did I commit in a past life to be given such a defective body in this life? A stomach that can't handle ice cream paired with a tongue that finds it sooo delicious. ArghghhH!

But the real reason I'm up at the unholy hour of 9am is the frantic pleading that woke me from the kitchen. "Please, please.. I want you part of my life. Don't leave me. I can't be without you. We can work on this. Please? Please? PLEASE? I love you! *sob*"

Ew.
It was my dad's girlfriend begging him to stay with her.
I've sounded like that, recently.
I hereby vow never to sound like that again.

A good woman should not have to beg.

posted at 9:09 AM |

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