Monday, March 21, 2005

So I've been thinking..
when someone rejects me without really knowing me, it can't be because of me..

and if someone who claims to care about me doesn't stick by me when I need them,
I am better off without their farce.

I can't wait to spend this paycheck on things that aren't rent!
Like a yummy dinner with drinks and I'm paying. (Wanna go?)
Or to print up some nice looking copies of the erotica magazine I'm helping to put together.
(That's right everybody! Send me your smut!)

Whats hard is knowing when it is strong to forgive,
and when it is self-deprecating to stay close to somebody who betrays.
posted at 11:31 PM |