Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Infinity is something too big for the human mind to comprehend and calculate.
I wear it and play with it.

The trick to seduction is urgency..
to engineer perfect moments, as if they're the only and last you'll live. And to make it contageous.
The act of copulation, itself stems from a fear of death, of extinction.
So on someone who's damn convinced he's immortal, it wouldn't really work.

I blame sappy 90's rock. And the suburbs.

I don't understand how some people get so bitter about their fallen relationships. I get pissed, yeah, and I get revenge when somebody "breaks my heart"..but I try not to hold it against the next one I'm with.
When somebody hurts me, I'm usually over it after a couple of days.
Am I dense? Is that it? Not deep enough for attachment?

If I let my "past"..whatever that is, get to me, I'd be crippled. My psyche is NOT a junkyard.

I'd rather wear the scars on my skin and keep my soul a blank slate.

I hope your's will heal.



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