Monday, June 28, 2004

I am 20 and lonely and live by the beach. I go there almost every day, watch the gay men in speedos photograph their boyfriends splashing in the waves.

I'd make a great gay man. I might be too flamboyant to find love as a straight girl. Straight guys tend to like boring girls, it seems.

Yeah, I said the L word. You got a problem with that?

Still haven't found a job, either.

But I'm volunteering to answer a crisis line. And I'm writing so my existance isn't totally pointless.

I spend too much time alone. I am starting to get turned on by the mirror.

posted at 4:09 PM |