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lake allison
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Monday, May 31, 2004

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Camping out on the floor of my new place with someone who actually cares for me and adores me and isn't turned on by hurting me and is talented and patient and easy to talk to and shares my spiritual beliefs and knew I like bubble wrap and cake..and actually offers his eye to me so I can lick it!

I hope I don't make like a Lorrie Moore character and start to feel snobby and trapped and tell him to go away again.

Those of you who know me well are rolling your eyes. You've heard this before. I know. I don't think I could totally give up self-destruction. But after this last month's "scares" I just don't have a craving to be hurt.

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White trash school is in session in the backyard. My dad and his girlfriend are teaching my sister and my dad's girlfriend's daughter how to fire a rifle. Both of the kids are under 16. Yee haw!

I'll be out of here soon..

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