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Monday, November 29, 2004
They are rebuilding the Granville el stop. A piece of their equipment caught on fire. Hey, don't kick that, it's on fire! I have been living too carefully, lately. I'm 21..I should be dying every weekend, right? Anyone have advice on how to squander my youth? Read this: http://remoteviewing11.blogspot.com/ And this: Tidepool pervert's balcony moon in Gemini one star a wish a shell slick like a vaginal lip inside each stone I step on sinks in sand There is so much action here Fall sand is hard and easy running leaps at water's tongue an icy rock so smooth and silver like the curly waves You cannot have my ankles | Friday, November 26, 2004 Thanksgiving. Ok. My grandma, in an effort to persuade me to get married and pregnant, told me all about my father's birth. (Shriek!) She asked me, "Why did you dye your hair red?" "Uhh, Grandma...it's not red..." Then hung out with the Jessy and Manslave and wee Boab, the shiteing little hound. Drank tequila in the car and went to IHOP with Jessy and Kevin Cafiretruck and Dan. Threw some sugar packets, hit on some girls, and got stared at by all the loser boys there. "Dude, I hear pink haired girls give good head. Huh huh." Oh yeah, and I'm dying of tuberculosis, still. | Thursday, November 25, 2004 Happy tofurkey day! | Wednesday, November 24, 2004 Writing a steeplechase: bad Pop and bounce: good Best pink hair ever (besides mine): http://members.tripod.com/~anxietyny/jeezusjan.html |
Wait!!!! Stop everything!!! I forgot to say that Stefanie is awesome!!! |
Yesterday:I fell down the stairs. I do that a lot. But this time, somebody was actually behind me to break my fall. Hope his neck is okay. Today: First snow. HORRAYYYYY!!!!! The flakes too thin to make snowballs. =( What will I throw at the crackheads?!? Well, there's always eggs... | Tuesday, November 23, 2004 It can't be right to get this sick each year. It is, undoubtedly shortening my lifespan. What does that matter, though. We are all condemned... But why is it my lungs clog with green stuff each fall? I don't even smoke cigarettes. It is absurd! The universe is a cold and indifferent place. Ahh! Listen to me! I've been reading too much of that damn Camus! |
nothing, really..still sick | Sunday, November 21, 2004 Home in the suburbs. Hours of laundry. Eating what stale food I can forrage. Freaked out at the pictures in the hall of the ugly kid that used to be me. Will walk to the patch of trees that used to be the woods the ugly kid would play in. Bud the cat is here beside me. That bathrobe nobody wears still hangs across from the toilet. My sisters still yell that I turn on the burners too high when I cook. Think I'll make some of my dad's icky coffee. Something to keep me awake. I am sure that if I fell asleep here, I'd have nightmares. | Saturday, November 20, 2004 The offending spike of metal is out of my lip!!! I'm FREEEEE! This is like getting my braces off and taking a shit combined! Swollen, though. Oh well. I kinda look cute with a fat lip. |
When there is a stick of metal fused in your face... nothing else can piss you off nearly as much! | Thursday, November 18, 2004 This Week: -From now on I will cream my panties whenever I see Felix the cat. -When falling flat on your back, be sure to hold your coffee upright. -There is NO SUCH THING as creative nonfiction, dammit! There is no such thing as nonfiction, period. Not even journalism can be "true". Every story that is written, whether based on "actual" events, researched or in the memory of the writer are still filtered through the subjective perceptions of the writer, and can therefore... shut up, Al. -I should have worn socks with these shoes. -I probably have to quit school. Who was I kidding? | Tuesday, November 16, 2004 Impromptu drinking party on Monday night. Ugghhhhh! A tummyache! I have to learn 7 chapters now for a midterm in my History of Everything Boring that has Ever Happened class. |
I'm like one of those grocery-store roses that smell like lettuce. | Monday, November 15, 2004 Today: Beavers Weave Stolen Cash Into Dam Got to watch out for those tricky, thieving beavers.. Yesterday: -Corralled the dirty laundry into baskets (Yee haw!) -Took down the tent in my bedroom -Went grocery shopping -Actually washed those dishes that crowded my bathtub and therby prevented my bathing Very proud of self. I should smell a lot better. And be less stressed. Now all I need to do is vaccuum and wash the laundry and I am a clean human being. In all ways...I am actually single. No boyfriends or girlfriends or fuckbuddies. Which, I won't lie and say is refreshing. Celibacy is thouroughly boring. And not fully compensated for by even whisky and writing. Tonight: I will read portions of Happy Hour at a creative non-fiction open mic If you know where and when, be there. | Saturday, November 13, 2004 623 while we are spinning creation and pain the old janitor remains | Thursday, November 11, 2004 What is a hipster? I was accused of being one. Don't you need a "scene" to be one? Shit, the only "scenes" I have are in "take-a-place." lol |
I can excell at just about anything I try. So long as it is interesting. Failure is never an accident for me... In fact, it is an indulgence. Carefully calculated entropy. | Tuesday, November 09, 2004 vague saw the hexagon grid last night | Monday, November 08, 2004 ~~~~~~Weekend of pain~~~~~~~~ =) *Lip ring reopened *Mushroom tattoo on hip touched up *New big and beautiful scorpion tattoo on right bicep These should curb my endorphin cravings for a while. Since due to a bad desicion of mine, my receptors would otherwise be recieving less. =*( | Saturday, November 06, 2004 It's a very cold day on Wabash. | Tuesday, November 02, 2004 http://www.acityinsight.net/pictures/photo/legs.jpg WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! |
Gasp. 10:00 on a Tuesday: the sirens are tested and I, for a moment am not aware that it is a test. Which reminds me of how lethally important today is. And what tiny say I have in the outcome. I drink at midnight. | Monday, November 01, 2004 At a Halloween party, at 4:30am on Saturday, very drunk, with 2 guys (one in drag) fighting over me, I, wearing only Saran wrap, foil and a leather bra developed a sick, strange love for Adam Ant (who was born on November 3, like me). The lyrics of this song are evidence why: Beat my Guest Well tie me up and hit me with a stick Beat me beat me Yeah, use a truncheon or a household brick Beat me beat me There's so much happiness behind these tears Beat me beat me I pray you'll beat me for ten thousand years Beat me beat me I'm black and blue baby I love you Be your dog For just one flog You don't hear me plead For you to make me bleed Beat me beat me Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Well use a truncheon or a cricket bat Beat me beat me A good beatings really where its at Beat me beat me hahaha |
I have started the great American modern psycho novel. Read it here: http://happyhournovel.blogspot.com |
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